As you know I’m “the face” of the Dutch fetish & Dance portal www.Gofetish.nl .

The website just got a new look, with some new pics of mine, go check it out!
It’a fun forum fetishcommunity and they list all the fetishparties in Europe so if you’re Dutch I can definatly recommend to join. (It’s free!)

The wonderful Michael Helms sent me some new pics today! We had to do nudes because my latex hadn’t arrived
He’s such a funny little man and I can’t wait to shoot with him again, it was very fun and relaxed.

I was notified by a friend that they were featured on one of the biggest Russian newsblogs. Kewl http://fishki.net/comment.php?id=45136

Ola chicas!

I got back from Dubai a few days ago, but I’ve been sick with a tummy ache ever since I landed. I think the change of temparature and the extreme indoor airconditioning in Dubai (not unlike in L.A.) finally got to me!

The Dubai trip was pretty awesome. If only because it was unlike any other place I’ve ever been to. It’s pretty unique. As someone living in a city that is hundreds and hundreds of years old, with great-great grandparents living in the exact same houses as their grand-children, it’s funny to be in a city that is still under construction. Enough fun and finished things to keep you busy though, pretty malls, outdoor water-paradise, gorgeous beaches and fun parties.

Here’s some pics of me with buildings, kinda lame but then again that was pretty much the main tourist attraction there.

The first pic was taken on the famous palm-island in front of the Atlantis hotel which just had his big opening last week. The second pic was taken in from of the the super famous Burj al Arab hotel (which is not the hotel in the actual pic), which is the only 7-star hotel in the world. Don’t get crazy thoughts, I wasn’t staying there unfortunatly, but I did have lunch there. My crazy life wouldn’t be my crazy life it if didn’t get even more crazy then that. While we were having lunch the fire-alarm went off and we had to evacuate! It was completely weird, we were on the 30th floor or something and while running down the fire-escape I was thinking it might be a terrorist-attack and I wouldn’t live to tell. This has never happened before in the history of the hotel! I noticed some people didn’t take the alarm seriously and just stayed put, eating their lunch and I really think they are completely stupid. Funny how just before they were talking about good health is all you have, but yet they’re too good/lazy to get up for a fire-alarm?? Better safe then sorry I would think.

Anyway, turned out it was someone cooking in their room! I’m sure they got a fine that wasn’t pretty. However we got a discount on the foodbill, which was very pleasant with such an amount! Other them the little fire-alarm incident, the view was magnificent, but the actual food and restaurant decor weren’t that impressive, and judging from the people that were eating there it only comes to show money can’t buy style. It was fun to experience such extravaganza, but I wouldn’t go there again. In other restaurants the food was absolutely delicious! I even ended up in a wonderful Dutch (!!!) place where they served my countries traditional pancakes and pea-soup. It was a really good place and if you ever get the chance to go to Dubai, it’s worth stopping by and the place is called m0re. (and you do actually get a LOT m0re food so don’t order too much)

Anyway, I enjoyed my time there very much, there’s a lot of fun stuff to do and it’s interesting to see at least once.

Enough about Dubai! Another exciting thing was happening for me this week, my new webmaster started fulltime!
We are working hard on the server change. It’s a very scary time for me, I’m making a lot of investments in the website by actual hiring someone professionally instead of just going along with the slow stream. That is scary enough in itself, but now with the creditcrisis I’m really breaking out in a cold sweat! On the other side it is also a huge relief because I am finally able to work towards making the website as good as I want it to be and what I feel my members deserve. :-) Yay!

We couldn’t let the holiday season go by unnoticed so in the next few days www.AncillaTilia.com will be getting a christmas look!

Doh.. I almost forget to post a golden oldie

Photo by Navigator, summer 2004 in Tuscany. Good memories!!

I am busy packing for a small trip to the middle-eastern city of Dubai. I am very excited about it, I’ve planned to go a thousand times before but something has always come inbetween. When it’s snowing and cold in Amsterdam, nothing makes me happier then the foresight of some S-U-N! And hot Arabs. Oops did I just say that? hihi

Actually from what I’ve heard I don’t think I will really love the place (modern slavery in the building-industry and no culture what-so-ever don’t sound like the ingredients for a fabulous city) But at least I will have been there and I will be able to say I hate Dubai for myself. My unreachable dream is to see all the places in the world, and slowly I am actually getting there! Yeeehaa

I did a few little shoots the past week. One with Patrick Ceuppens, who I’m always delighted about to shoot with, going on a 4-year workrelationship now!

The red rubber top with front-zipper is by Polymorphe which I matched with a Latexa-garterbelt and fishnets. Slutty can be fun sometimes.

Then another shoot with Mr. Molotoff, in a FABULOUS dress kindly provided by House of Bias

Yum yum I love this dress Finally some green back in my latex-closet!

Kanye West’s new song is now on the radio. Did I mention how much I LOVE it? Not been a big fan of him before, but man, this new song “Love lockdown” of his goes straight to the heart. I’ve played it non-stop for a few days on end and still it’s music to my ears. Erm, right.

Yesterday I went to the Dutch premiere of Woody Allen’s new movie “Vicky Cristina Barcelona” as Scarlett Johansson’s look-a-like. (Movies always come out late in Holland!) It was very strange, because I was there as Scarjo’s double, but the movie was like, MY LIFE. Very strange. Not exactly ofcourse, but I sure did see a whole lot of comparisons and the character Scarjo played was like.. Me! I’m not sure what to do with that, except say that I enjoyed the movie, but it’s still weird. We have too much in common, really.

I was going through my piles and piles and piles of photos the other day and realised I have a lot of cute/funny/crazy/sexy/interesting pics I haven’t shared with anyone yet. Maybe I’ll try to post one with every new entry! But be patient with me if I forget please

This is a backstage pic of me as a teddybear while shooting with Canadian photog Michael Andrews

In case you don’t know the original photo, here it is!

I don’t need to explain to you why this was one of the most fun shoots I’ve ever had

Oh yes… I really love my latexa mask And so do others, judging by the DA comments! It’ll be all the hype in fetish 2009

This is a preview shot from one of the shoots I did with Lithium Picnic on my US trip. It was taken in a crazy industrial mansion in San Francisco. Philip Warner RULEZ. Well actually not yet, but he SO will one day. RULE.

More to come

I have no idea what’s wrong with my blog, but I am still unable to post pictures to it

So annoying, because I have so much to show you! Untill I figure out what’s going on I have posted a small portion of my Exotic Erotic Ball adventure pictures on my Livejournal blog which you can find here;

http://ancilla-t.livejournal.com/

And on my Myspace! Http://www.myspace.com/AncillaTilia

This is so unfair I’m still unable to upload new pictures!

Let me see what I can do about it.. Sorry everyone!

San Francisco - Exotic Erotic Ball

I just got back from my USA trip and it’s been a wild rollercoaster ride! As you know I went to San Francisco to perform at the EEB, after which I went down to L.A. for photoshoots and to New York to experience the election upclose. Because I’ve really been working non-stop, trying to make to most of my trip I haven’t blogged while I was there.  I’ll start at the beginning, my arrival in SF.

I arrived on thursday evening. Davina, who was running the stripper booth at the Ball was kindly picking me up from the airport. I was pretty tired from that long-ass trip (6000 miles and two lay-overs) but that didn’t stop me from dropping by a halloween store on Haight street with Davina to get some gear for our shows. Oh how I had missed San Francisco! Then we had a quick dinner with a bunch of people from the ball and quickly off to bed. I was starting early afternoon tomorrow and I had several shows at the expo.

The Ball had moved this year from the MASSIVE Cow Palace to Treasure Island which is actually on an island. Such an improvement in my opinion! From outside of the venue you had the most beautiful view on San Francisco Bay and it was a nice Indian summer. I did the shaving show again, because it was very well received last time. Only this time a bit more elaborate with double the time, a bit more of the traditional burlesque vibe, and “more” costuming. (Don’t worry, I took it off throughout the show, ofcourse)

I did the show a few times and it went very well for the most part. Unfortunatly my music stopped during one show, for the biggest part of my act so that took a lot of improvising. The music was drilled into my memory, but I felt bad for the audience because I think the music adds a lot the the overall picture and this way they only got half of my show. Inbetween shows I had to wait a lot but I had fun browsing on the expo, chatting to the other performers and meeting a bunch of nice new people.I took so many pictures that day! Unfortunatly my pc is at the point of breakdown and not working with me right now, so you’ll have to wait untill the next post to see them. Sorry!

On Monday November 3rd the election for sexiest Dutch vegetarian starts and I am nominated! Of course it is a big honor to be nominated, but since I do not eat meat for over ten years it would be tremendous to win this election. There wont be some kind of jury to choose the winner, although the winner will be chosen by you! So please vote for me!

The election is organized by Wakker Dier (Awake Animal). Wakker Dier is a Dutch animal welfare organization. Its main purpose is putting an end to factory farming. They setup this election to show that vegetarians are also very sexy people and not a die-hard ecologist. I think you agree that I am not that kind of person. Besides the women there are also male nominees, of course you can also check them out. You are able to vote until December 20^th. Until then I already want to thank everybody for voting for me.

I’m pretty tired and not at all ready and packed for my U.S. trip yet, but I wouldn’t leave you without a quick “bye for now”-blog!

I’m really getting the hang of this Twitter-thing, so if you like add me up to keep track of me! www.Twitter.com/AncillaTilia

In the morning I’m off to San Francisco first to perform at the Exotic Erotic Ball. I will performing a total of 7 (!!!) times, a few times on Friday and a few times on Saturday, amongst which the mainstage which makes me a teeny tiny bit nervous because it’s a huge arena of people looking at me. It’ll be fun though!

Then off to L.A. That will be a crazy trip! I’ll only be there for five days and it was hell trying to pick a few people to work with when there are a zillion nice, talented photographers, companies, models, designers, make-up artists etc. there that I’ve been dying to work with. I have to console myself with the fact that “I’ll be back”. So far I planned to work with Christine Kessler, Marla Rutherford and Lithum Picnic. I can’t even begin to describe how excited I am about working with those people! I’ve worked with LP and CK before and they’re absolutely the elite of fetishphotographer. House of Bias and Black Licqorish have been nice enough to offer sponsoring some things so I’m excited to see what comes in.

I hope to make it to the L.A. Bondage Ball for Halloween!

Then off to NYC to visit friends like Darenzia & N. and experience the election up close. I’m so lucky to be right there during such a historical day! Like most Europeans I’m a supporter of Obama and I really hope the majority of Americans see that he is absolutely the best president for their country, and the rest of the world. I know I’m suppose to be a good model and not have a political opinion, but this time it can’t be a more obvious choice I would think! So let’s see if I can sneak in a vote while I’m there! hihi

Oh the past week I had the most awesome shoot with an German artist named Torsten Solin. I was working with a tiger and a church, so it was quite an experience! I really didn’t have time to shoot with my preperations for the U.S. trip, but when he mailed me that he was in Holland I just HAD to make it work. He’s awesome! Really an artist in a truest form of the word and in many different artforms, not just photography. Here’s a little preview…… 

PS; I SIGNED MY NEW WEBMASTER!!!!!! HE WILL BE STARTING ON DECEMBER 1ST :-)

AHHHH I’m so exited! I’ve been booked to perform at the one and only famous Exotic Erotic Ball in San Francisco, on October 25th. It’s the 29th year the party is held and as usual they expect an audience of 10.000 or so. It will be a crazy night!! Drop by if you’re in the neighbourhood

I will be in San Francisco for only five days (I love that place so much!) then off to L.A. for five days or so, doing shoots with kick-ass people like Christine Kessler and then off to New York for a few days where I’ll be staying with the charming Darenzia. Such a short trip, I can only work with a fraction of the people I am dying to work with (again), especially in L.A.! But I’m happy I’ll get to visit at least for a short while.

It’ll be a challenge to get everything done in time for my trip! Especially since my webmaster will be starting at the time that I’m travelling. I’m really embaressed for not updating my website for over a week, but some of the updates I had planned I haven’t gotten the full res photo’s of yet! I am stalking photogs as much as I can and when I have the pics I will upload them like a mad person. I’m really sorry and I’ve not planned anything this weekend so I can totally sort it out.

Blondies..

The past week I’ve had a styling gig, which was fun. It was for a partyflyer with a gorgeous upcoming Dutch model, so I was very honoured to create the whole look on her that was needed for the flyer. I know my face through and through, so it was fun to work with someone else’s face again. Working with a model that was 19 and didn’t have so much experience, much like myself at that age, really made me realise how much I’ve learned in the past few years. It was fun to coach her a little bit and pass on the experience and stupid little photography-facts. In a way I can’t wait to start photographing myself, but I’m already doing too much as it is. One day….! I’ll post the results when the flyer comes out.

Also did a flyershoot with me as a model for my kick-ass Amsterdam NYE performance. Fun but long days! Ofcourse I’ll post when it’s all confirmed and I have the finished results.

It was only a matter of time before I my kittie-kids started modelling. I did my first attempt at a photoshoot with them this week! Dita is really pretty but doesn’t like to sit still. Calvus loved the attention though, and was very happy to pose cutely and look into the camera. Isn’t he pretty?

Today is the first day I’ve had a few free hours in the past week, and it’s throwing me off a little! I have so much to catch up on, I’m not sure where to start. I’m now behind on about a thousand emails.. It’s funny, when I answer everyone back I get such a large amount of reply’s back all at once, that I’m almost back where I started again.

I did an audition for MTV netherlands. I think I did really well so I’m quite proud of myself! Those acting lessons are finally paying off I only found out the night before, before I went to bed that they had emailed me the questions they were going to ask me beforehand (that’s what you get when you get so much email, you overlook the most important things!!) I spent the whole night thinking of my answers to those questions, and I only got two hours of sleep before it was time to get up and do an audition looking fresh and energetic..! When I got there I saw there were a lot of great looking young creatives there for the audition as well. Amongst which some people I already knew, Amsterdam is really small like that!

I was called in and I had to stand in the studio from which most shows are hosted. The actual spot you always see on tv! Then I had to look into the camera and do an introduction and talk about a few things, tv-shows, my favorite presenters, my good and my bad sides and other stuff. I was happy to hear they thought I wasn’t nervous, because ofcourse I was! I’m sure it also helped a lot that I’ve done the fridaynight tv-show for over a year now, so I’m quite comfortable talking into the camera. I can only be me and that’s what I have to offer! It will be a while before I hear back from them, but to be honest I don’t think I would get the job because of my “adult” profession history (and present!!). Like I said there were so many nice, pretty, talented possible presenters there for them to choose from. I don’t mind at all though, I’m already busy as it is and I absolutely love what I do!

Speaking of tv, I have a few piccies for you from my the last time I was at Fridaynight Freaknacht (still on national tv channel 3)! It got quite.. well.. hot! The top I am wearing is one of the items I got at the Latexa shop in Copenhagen a few weeks ago. As you can see it fits really nice and snug

Definatly click on these two pics above or you’ll miss out!

I also had a few meetings with organisors of big parties nationally and abroad, which led to good news, but I’ll have to keep a secret untill everythings confirmed! It’s really big and fun news, so keep an eye on this blog for sure.

Oh, did you see the new slideshow I put up on the newspage? It features some previews of series to be put online in the next month or so! Heavy rubber, high heels, nudes (BOOBIES!), masks, girlfriends, role-playing and tight clinging latex to the curves of the female form, you won’t be missing out!

I only have 10% of a webmaster right now, but together we’re doing our best to cope and get new updates up as soon as we can. Lots of changes, eek! The good news is though, because of one of the changes I can now finally do this on my blog; ” , ‘ ” ) ( * # > Pretty cool eh?

In case you thought my written English was actually that bad, it’s not!!

Hey guys!

It’s friday night and I’m pretty exhausted, but figured I’d give you a little update before I crash. This week I’ve mostly been busy with photoshoots. I did a few assignment shoots for a glamour site, with lots of stockings. It was fun actually, partially they had asked me for my extensive latex wardrobe, but I was also asked to do some straight-up glamour shots which was fun for a change. I can’t post the actual piccies on my site unfortunatly, but I didn’t forget to get you some backstage shots.

Today I had a shoot with one of my countries best celebrity-photographers, Marc Deurloo. He has shot with nearly every cool person in Holland, but also some people like Agyness Deyn. So I believe I can now officially count myself as a cool person. Kidding! Anyway he’s so cool and relaxed and funny I’d totally forget I’m shooting with this superb photographer. Untill you see the photos afterwards ofcourse.

Here are some of the looks we did today! It was a strange mix of fashion, fetish and undefined fun.The photos should be published at the end of the year in a fashion newspaper called Glamcult.

This weekend I will be trying to catch up on email, sleep and put together a new slideshow & updates. And try not to go crazy from my adorable kitties tearing up the house. They’re in their terrible two’s.

Hey guys!

Gosh I’m really so bumbed, unfortunatly my new webbie didnt manage to put up the new series today that I promised you. Were still in the transitioning stage and turned out today not everythings in place yet for him to completely take over. It should be up really soon though!

Being frustrated not being able to update my website, Ive just been signing up to some new networking sites. Im now on www.twitter.com/ancillatilia and www.netvibes.com/ancillatilia. Through Twitter you can follow my every move on all hours of the day (cant say I’m not stalker-friendly..) and what the purpose is of netvibes I’m not totally sure of yet. Me being on all these networking sites (myspace, deviantart, modelmayhem, bondage, rubberpal, hyves, gofetish, altparty, partyflock not twitter and netvibes….. and many more I’m sure) might just be compensation for the fact that I’m digitally inapt.

Hey did you know theres a big chance youre consuming cancer-inducing products on a daily basis? Theres an artificial sweetener called aspartame and its found in many products not only in the U.S. but also in Europe. Its well known that this product is very toxic and brings on many diseases such as cancer, depression and eye-problems, yet it is STILL being few to consumers without further warning. I know this has absolutely nothing to do with me personally or with fetish, but its annoying me so much to see more and more products in the supermarkets every day, with aspartame in them and I thought I’d do my little part to send out a warning to you guys. Dont eat it, its killing you! It sounds drastic and it absolutely is. Read labels, google aspartame. Educate yourself, please.

Oh and if youre on Twitter and netvibes or any of those other silly sites, Id be happy if you add me and spread the word

After all my blabbing the last blogpost I’ll keep this one short and sweet. I just have some piccies for you!

The new FHM is out with, ofcourse, another column of mine. It’s about my first steps into fetishparties (which is admittadly some time ago..)  and how to survive your first party. Ofcourse it’s in Dutch, so if you want to read it in English you will have to lobby to the English FHM

Other then that I got some piccies in my inbox from my performance at B.I.T.C.H last week (or was it the week before..?..ugh..Time flies.)

And here’s another little piccie from the brief newspaper interview I did about my favorite fetishshops in (my hometown) Rotterdam. It’s me shopping for whips at Subliem.

Tonight Its Fridaynight again, so you can find me on the Dutch National tv channel 3 as usual, in the show Freaknacht/NachteGiel.